Urban Poly Princess

I am so grateful for my Zumba class. Since I've had my calf compression sleeves I wear them anytime I go to Zumba which has been everyday M-F. I still have to add my weight training and additional nighttime cardio but I am happy the early morning Zumba is conquered. Many of my friends are in Tonga for the king's coronation. It is exciting to see all the pictures. I would love to visit again although part of me can't imagine returning without my dad. I don't think he'd want me there without him either. I haven't talked to George since he returned from Italy. I love my brother. I am so grateful for him.

I am excited to work so I can attend all these singles activities around Salt Lake Valley. I am also excited to begin my Real Estate thing. My license expires in October 2016. I AM NOT letting it expire without even trying to make money with it. My brother wants to flip homes with me and I can't wait to do that too.

First things first. I know I need to add my other workouts because I am still sleepy and exercise is what used to overcome fatigue for me. It doesn't work anymore. I just read this old entry on here I wrote years ago when I lived in Logan about settling and Kinau and Lars. Trying to find someone to date and marry is what I'm supposed to be doing. Settling is marrying someone not righteous enough. Steve is perfect in every way that matters. Heavenly Father told me I couldn't marry him. In my head I thought I'd do that anyway. I know he'll be an amazing leader in the church and that is what my husband has to be. He has Spanish language skills that'll be very useful for a church leader to the world too. He can serve in so many amazing ways throughout the world. While that is what I planned in my head I don't think I could actually do it when it came down to it AND I'd have to tell him that's what Heavenly Father told me. I don't think he'd do it either given that information.

I will ALWAYS do what my father in heaven tells me to do AGAIN even if it doesn't seem to make sense or if it is painful. If I really am supposed to be with annoying I don't know what needs to happen. What I do know for sure is I am not going to sit around waiting. I am going to do what I am supposed to do and get to know worthy single men asap. I never thought my state of employment would affect that so much but it most definitely does. Sugarhouse has fireworks Saturday. I need to see if there are any fourth activities nearby and I need to make the effort.