Urban Poly Princess

I had unemployment until almost the end of April. My temp job allowed me to present at ula. That was in April and May. I'm in July now it's not like I haven't had any money for close to a year. I had unemployment for most of that time ago. 300 a week for 8 months straight is nothing to sneeze at then I got that temp job at a little over 400 a week. It wasn't bad especially when you don't pay rent and your bills consist of 35.00 for my phone bill and 85 for my car insurance. I haven't had any significant car expenses. I just need help now. I paid my last bills by making my account go negative and taking out and extra 100 in case I need gas money. I always pay my tithing. I need to have faith I'll be able to pay this and better faith I'll be alright even if I can't pay it. My father in heaven knows I'm doing everything I can. I have to trust whatever i have to face. As long as I am doing my part I will be alright. I know that. Why the he'll am I tripping so much?

Kaho sent me a graduation party invitation for this Friday. It is a dinner and dance at some hotel. He is a good man. I love his family and I've known him since he was in Jr High School. I know his mother and most of his family would be fine if we hooked up. He is intelligent and he has amazing leadership skills. He went to USU too in Logan. Maybe one of the only things I hate. He is very musical and he was raised in a mansion in South Jordan. He really sounds amazing and he is amazing. What I really didn't like however is he wore tank tops on his business school trip to China. Why would you wear something you'd have to remove your garments to wear if you weren't going swimming? I REALLY didn't like that. Spoon I don't want to hook up with Kaho OR Uai from my ward. Not that either of them want to hook up with me. I just feel like I could easily. Uai wasn't raised in a mansion but he was raised in a very nice house even if it is in Rose Park. YES there are nice areas in Rose Park, Nooo I'm not raising my children there although South Jordan would be just fine.