Urban Poly Princess

I can't remain here very long. Even as I wrote that I felt selfish and as much as life sucks the world is still filled with so many blessings. I know I'll get a job sooner or later. I just wish I knew what this season is for because I really do feel like I'm in hell on earth. Remain in this dismal state. I want to be happy. I want to be productive. I will have my account closed then sent to collections. I'll have to get my mother to pay my phone bill and I'll just park my car because I can't afford to keep paying my insurance without a job.

I'll call temp agencies tomorrow. I just couldn't do it today.