Urban Poly Princess

Visiting teaching ended with me in tears feeling sorry for myself and horrible at the same time. Cara told me to research the company I interview with. She's told me that before
and I snapped and told her I'm not an idiot. Then I apologize and feel horrible for snapping. As I'm crying like an idiot Brasilia who we are visiting tells me how she had breast cancer. So I am still feeling entitled and now guilty too because I am complaining when this girl has breast cancer. Cara also has a bunch of health problems too. This Tongan guy in my ward speaks today. He is Lena,s brother y or uai. He is not physically attractive to me. A family is the most important thing to me. I think he's either a physician or physicians assistant because he mentioned attending graduate school at the u. I don't want to get to know him better because of the physical thing.

I was attracted to Steve almost immediately and although annoying is prettier it took me a minute to notice him. Y was at the Bbq I saw annoying at. He was handing out creamed when I left. I know i could go there if I wanted. He just isn't pretty enough. What the he'll is my problem?