Urban Poly Princess

So Helene Facebooked me apologizing for not attending my party. I told her it was fine and that she was being silly and that the party was for my nonmember friends who ended up not attending anyway. It makes me wonder if David missing my party was intentional. Of course it was intentional since he didn't show up. If he had a date I don't have a problem with him missing it. I just thought we were better friends than that. Why he HAD to make a date the night of my party is a mystery to me. I wasn't mad at Helene which is the main reason why I thought I was taking it too far to be mad at him for not showing up. I just worked really hard on putting that together and I wanted both of them to be there because I consider them both to be good friends and when I want to show support for someone I attend their event. That coupled with who actually did show up-a lot of ward peeps I'm not very good friends with-made the sting of David missing it pretty bad.-BUT I kept thinking I'm not mad at Helene so why am I mad at David. Maybe he has a very good reason for not attending. Whether he has a valid reason or not I owe it to him to just trust him and however he came to the conclusion not to attend. Again I do think he's a good person. I know Heavenly Father likes him very much for me so why the hard feelings. I don't doubt how he feels about me but when he acts like that I'd rather not care at all-at least that's how I feel immediately. I don't know why he does things like that. It's like the music thing. I don't get it. BUT I like the person and I have trust in him as a person. So this is the last time I'm visiting this.