Urban Poly Princess

Teaching APA formatting to students tomorrow, faculty and staff Tuesday, Adjunct faculty Wednesday, CVLA meeting hosted by Stevens-Henager College Thursday, Rodeo with Jonni and whoever Friday, My summer BBQ party Saturday, Matt's homecoming Sunday. I'm not going to breathe much next week.

After posting the SAME 2 songs to David's Facebook page TWICE!!! He hasn't even listened to them. I wanted him to listen to Kris Allen's Falling Slowly because it is a fantastic song for the guitar which he plays. I added I Need to Know on because it's on the piano and I looove that song. I just couldn't resist. He gave me an incredibly lame excuse about not listening to videos on Facebook and how it impeded his work. I kind of felt like screaming at him BUT refrained and I had to remind myself that I am glad to be his friend. Perhaps I should just accept the notion he will just continue to drive me crazy because that's just what the hell he does. We've just come sooo far and I need to not get offended so easily. I decided to let this go. Yes, I let a lot of things go with him.

He bore his testimony today and mentioned how impressed he is with our ward members as he continues to get to know them better. I wonder who is impressing him. I miss seeing him in Sunday school and hearing his thoughts on different gospel principles. I think he's attending marriage prep with Julie who is impressing him. She impresses me but I don't have to like it although I may have to deal with it. Sarah is awesome. In relief society she shared something very personal with us today. She told us how difficult it is for her to believe that anyone can love her and that she has to constantly remind herself again and again. I don't know why she thinks that way. She is kind, outgoing and strives to live the gospel and keep the commandments.

I'm sure she comes from a loving family but I really don't know her background. My family loves me very much. I have often tried to figure out why self-esteem's never been one of my problems. I've thought my family is just really loving BUT I don't think that's it because a lot of people come from loving families.

I've never had to struggle with my testimony maybe that's why. I don't know.