Urban Poly Princess

I had to force myself to sleep at 1am. 5 hours of sleep isn't enough although I feel a little rested I still dismissed my alarm at 6am. Mind over mattress and I keep losing that battle. Maybe if I could just get enough sleep I wouldn't be so moody all the time. I went to Maceys around 11pm to buy some grapes. I also bought some of their left-over deli salads they sell pretty reasonably. Sooo I'm eating sandwiches, grapes-and some of that salad in a couple of hoagie buns I bought last night. I also brought my potato chips, m&ms, ice-cream and generic otter pops but this time I am eating the other stuff and supplementing with the junk, not the other way around.


I went to see Sarah's dress yesterday. It is beautiful and she will be radiant-BUT the best part of Sarah is that she is a good person that far outshines how stunning she'll be on her wedding day. I offered to help her with her reception here but she seems to have everything set-I offered to do her make-up but she doesn't normally wear make-up and she looks fine without it too. She's a laid-back bride. She has a cute townhouse they are planning on living in after they get married near the hospital.

This girl in my ward Lynette has a graduation party she invited me to attend. David's invited too but he hasn't responded one way or the other. Brandon has so I asked him to give me a ride. He agreed so I don't have to worry about that. I'm glad because if David was/is going I'd feel like I should ask him for a ride which is fine but then he probably has a date Saturday and I'm NOT riding with he and his date ANYWHERE and I don't care who the hell it is.

He is a little dating machine but he's not a player. I overheard him discussing some type of double or group date with Sarah and Aaron. I don't know if he's found someone he is interested in or not. I know how he feels about me and I do care about him but whether he does anything about that or not is up to him. If he ever decides to date me I hope he has continued to live or maintain his standards. I REALLY don't want to date him if he's had make-out sessions with most of the ward female population. I don't think he has but I really don't know.

I wonder if he'd let me take him to a family event and dress like a cowboy. I could tell them he's 22, fresh from his mission, is just working now at some fast-food place BUT planning on attending school although he's not sure what he'll major in AND that we met on EHarmony although they'd believe it more if I said that LDS dating site. He can be from Mendon or something. I would love to do that to my family. They completely deserve that for years of harrassment. The absolute best thing would be for him to meet my hip/hop, r&b, country-hating -X-DJ brother George and tell him how much he loooves country music. If I do end up with him this may not be the best plan ALTHOUGH it would be so much fun!!! I wonder if I can get him to do it. My nephew's homecoming is on the 12th.

It's on a Sunday which means he'd have to miss church BUT he'd attend my nephew's ward in West Jordan with me AND eat great food after. I am liking my plan very much. I owe him now. I can give him that raspberry dessert I'm making have him eat a piece and then see how he feels about my plan. I hope he agrees to do this!!!