Urban Poly Princess

NOOO I'm not suicidal BUT sometimes my CRAYCRAY comes out to play and its done that a lot this week. She told me how people have used charcoal grills for years and that they aren't that expensive and I should just use that. I'm a lot calmer. My sister-in-law grills a lot and I asked her about the Forman grill and she told me it won't taste good. She made everything seem so easy. ALTHOUGH I REALLY don't want to drive to Provo I DO want a nice quality sound system so I'm VERY happy I even have this option at all. I'm also "grilling" my sister-in-law about grilling!!! Do I have to pound the chicken like katsu before grilling? Do I keep brushing the chicken with marinade throughout the process? I did want to learn to grill Poly style-I didn't think it would happen quite this way but that's alright

I need at least a gallon of Aloha Soy Sauce and I can't get that here. Sooo there are reasons for me to do this. My friend Ele was VERY calm and reassuring-something I need when I'm bouncing off walls-alright NOT REALLY it's just the way my psychotic side manifests itself. This is just internal although I do feel like screaming a lot and I did finally cry when I talked to my brother. This entire week has stressed me out. I needed that release that comes when I can just cry and settle things in my head.

I have two coolers-1 for macaroni "salad" I can stick in one of those foil trays on ice and one for my marinading chicken. Ele's lending me her cooler I can stick the chicken in when it's done cooking. This HAS to taste amazing!!! Poly BBQ is the BEST and I just need to do this right!!! I will be able to perfect my grilling technique.

Time for me to look alive then drive to Happy Valley with a smile!!!