Urban Poly Princess

So everything is almost done. As I considered different sound systems I finally decided to ask my brother to use his sound system even though I can't get him to DJ or be there. I DON'T want to drive to Provo but it is the best option and the cheapest. I can spend $150.00 on a new system or DRIVE like an idiot all the way over there. He has a grill too but he said it's pretty big and it can't fit in my car. Probably the ONLY time I wish I had a truck.

My boss helped me sooo much I don't want to ask to use the company grill now or the karaoke system and the karaoke system is crappy too. Alright I'll just have to make this work. After paying $250.00 on my electric bill I NEED to watch how I spend ANYTHING right now.

I'm going to ask my Tongan friend Ma'ata if she has a grill I can borrow. I still don't know how the hell this happened. This week is almost done and EVERYTHING'S been fine so far. I just need this last thing. Maybe I should drive there tonight-yeah that would be stupid since I don't finish here for at least another hour.

I can't wait until I'm done driving back here AFTER Matt's homecoming and sleeping for work Monday. Talking to my brother made me lose it. He kept asking why I was still doing this. I really don't know why the hell I'm doing this myself BUT I feel like I just need to end this week well-everything else has gone fine. Why the hell did Evan's dad have to wreck his bike???!!!

I wish I really were screaming. I'm going to end up asking my boss to use her grill.