Urban Poly Princess

I can't take my blood sugar right now. I bought some Atkins candy bars along with my eyeliner AND I got my nails done. DEFINITELY feeling better!!! I looove getting my nails done. It instantly makes me feel better ALTHOUGH getting on the scale did NOT. I hate that I've been eating well since the first week of December and haven't lost any weight. It is why Yoli is a priority for me now. I probably screwed up my metabolism so much that my body doesn't react when I actually eat the way I should. Add that to my blood sugar never going below 100 and I need to do something else for this to react. Diet is supposed to affect you more significantly than exercise. Nothing is now.

I'm going to eat badly right before my missionary meeting. I'm going to eat my second serving of spinach with  cheese later but I'm eating some sort of burger after that. It is supposed to be important to eat carbs occasionally.I need to go shopping but it is also time to mix it up. My stir fry w/spaghetti noodles was scrumptious for dinner last night and then also again this morning. I called and complained to my brother. He told me to lay off the deli meats and that I'm not being that strict. It sure as hell feels like I'm being strict. He told me to get fresh meat too. Deli meats are a lot easier and a way to get my protein too.

I have eaten organic chocolate and I do indulge in Cheetos from time to time but it feels like I'm being very strict. He made me realize I'm not being as strict as I think I'm being. It feels like I can't restrict myself any more but I know that's ridiculous.

It is really annoying and frustrating. He thinks Yoli is a scam. I don't like that it's an MLM BUUUT I actually know people this has worked for.