Urban Poly Princess

I know what brings my BS sugar up and down now. Even if I eat something I shouldn't, when I follow that by eating a lot of spinach or broccoli with protein it will automatically come down. My doctor said he'd take me off meds when it was below 140 and now it is consistently there BUT I still never got it below 100. I'm hoping Yoli will do that for me. I did get it down to 112 but still never under 100. I think the supplementation provided with Yoli will help me detox and get it there where I want it so I can lose the weight I want.

Sister Shreve told me I lost weight BUUUT I need more than a 4lb weight loss to eliminate diabetes AND have the healthy pregnancies I want. I still haven't given up on that although it feels like a pipe dream. Whatever it is still my responsibility to do everything in my power to make that happen until it does or I'm dead.

I am both excited and overwhelmed at my real estate venture. I like everything about it, I just know how difficult it is and the thought of beginning is difficult but necessary. I am so excited I will leave Logan in September. I need to find out exactly when I began so I can start planning for my move back to Salt Lake City and figure out what I want to do. If Salt Lake City is the happening market it's supposed to be I should work real estate for a minute and figure out where I want to work and live. I should ask where my Father in Heaven wants me too.

I don't think he cares about that. He does care about how I live my life but he doesn't care where I decide to live it. People always talk about how Heavenly Father wants them to be somewhere. I haven't felt that. I wanted to take this job and I have been blessed in all areas of my life here BUUUT I don't like living in such a small white town. The irony is I used to complain about Salt Lake City all the time. Now I want that. I wanted to live in Utah because having a family is important to me and I always wanted to marry someone Polynesian. Now it doesn't matter to me BUT I definitely don't want anyone who doesn't have a testimony that is strong enough or a graduate degree. I hate that they also have to be attractive to me but that is also a requirement. I hope I find that but if I don't I am alright with waiting for the next life to find to get what I want.