My Random Blogging Therapy
I didn't buy nylons and I have a pair with a huge run in them I'm throwing away so I wore my slip-ons to church. My feet felt casual! I FINALLY got a chance to talk to David. Nice and NORMAL!-The more I think about what happened that night at Pizza Pie Cafe, the more I think of how creepy it was when everyone at the table turned to look at me. I think I like being clueless. There's something freaky about that whole thing I probably wouldn't like very much.
My friend Jan was sitting by himself at linger longer. He has some sort of mental disorder but I'm not sure what it is. He owns all these action figures and dvds. He also keeps up with all the storylines for the different superheroes. I went and sat by him and asked him what was wrong. He said he was upset about some graphic novel character that he was unable to get because he had to print it out from the computer. I offered to print it for him but then he explained it was something updated daily. I told him about the library and then he started to talk about what he didn't like about the library. I told him I'm a librarian before he got too carried away. I hope he's o.k.-I introduced him to my friend Heather I just met yesterday. He asked her to pick a date. She told him her birthday and then he began reciting something-it sounded like the script for some sort of adventure. I remember Rainman a looong time ago-it was a movie with a man in it with a mental disorder that coincided with genius-ability with numbers. I wonder if Jan has the same thing only with remembering events and dialogue. He didn't want to eat anything. His mother came to get him. I hope he is alright.
I have a Vietnamese friend Joe who I met when I first moved to Utah. He was my coach at a collection center. Later I became the collection trainer. He was raised in West Valley but speaks fluent Vietnamese. He was the Asian Club President when I was Polynesian Club President at the University of Utah. He is very intelligent and moved when he graduated to New York City. I thought he was going to go to law school. He was interested in girls when I knew him. Now he's gay with a live-in boyfriend. It's so strange to look at his facebook pictures. I'm not sure when he started living as a gay man.
During sacrament meeting the talks were normal, nothing spectacular BUT I kept feeling like I was going to start crying. It's only lately that I've connected over-emotional over-sensitive feelings with when I have or am going to have my period. It's really annoying. I kept questioning myself about why I'm getting upset about... NOTHING. I don't think this is really fair. I don't know enough about male biology but I don't think they go through anything like this.
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