Urban Poly Princess

FHE was fun. Hardly N E 1 showed up BUT it was still alright. The SUN. I've NEVER purposely sat there with the sun shining directly in my face. It reminded me of our ward BBQ. I didn't get how no one else seemed bothered by it. I used the wake-board as a shield and then various life-jackets until I had to let the people actually entering the water use them.
It was nice to talk to David NORMALLY. I am consciously making an effort to be more positive and do what I know my Father in Heaven wants me to do. David can see right through that. Yes, I am doing the fake it til you make it thing, but that's what works for me. It can become real. I wasn't totally thrilled to be doing this but I psyched myself out anyway and I really did have fun. I was concerned with getting wet but the SUN was actually the real problem. I'm REALLY trying not to be sarcastic. I'm not always genuine about my excitement for something sooo I guess that's how I come off. My fake it til you make it principle recognizes we don't always want to do something. We should always do things for the right reasons BUT sometimes we can't change our heart. I see nothing wrong with doing good anyway. I've found eventually this becomes very real.
David did REALLY well. The girls took about what felt like an hour each although I'm sure it wasn't that long. Eventually with them I didn't care if they got it to work or not because it took so long and they kept wiping out. I'm certain they did much better than I would've done BUT it just got old.
I'm feeling like I'm doing exactly what I should now.