Urban Poly Princess

My niece Nakita wrote about my nephew proposing to his girlfriend. I'm sooo happy for him. I love him sooo much and I know the joy this decision will bring to his life!!! He's getting married in September. Can't wait!!!

I prayed a lot last night and this morning too and I decided I'm annoyed at nothing. My Poly culture has spoiled me and my friend David has never been skillful socially. I remember him telling me about a girl who began her talk in sacrament meeting with some sort of pee analogy. He recognized it as inappropriate BUT he had no problem sharing it with me. It NEVER dawned on him that THAT was inappropriate. He thinks toilet humor is not offensive and is better than cussing. I think it's worse. I think there's something about the Y chromosone that makes men stupid that way. I've known for awhile now David's social skills leave a lot to be desired, but when he does something off it's still jarring. I looove the spirit because it told me exactly what was going on there AND that calmed me down. This is what happens when a clueless white man who is used to women fawning over him is friends with a Poly girl who is used to men fawning over her. The singular good thing that came from last night-that is NOT his favorite eatery!!!-He eats like a Poly man-He had 12 pieces of pizza last night like nothing. It's not that time of the month although maybe it's right around the corner because hormonal? YES. Last night was like last fast Sunday all over again when I felt like ALL the testimonies were directed at me and I kept feeling like crying over the slightest thing anyone would say. I should be grateful I enjoy guidance.

I probably just needed to sleep. I was so annoyed by having to go in the first place. Sarah texted me late the previous night and so it just bugged me the whole night because I knew I needed to be there but I didn't want to do that. I thought I could text that problem away but that didn't work. I looove sleep-the spirit knows that too because a pattern in my life is for it to interrupt my sleep so I don't really receive the rest I need. I will ALWAYS do what the spirit wants me to do anyway. I don't know why I even bother trying to resist. It just bugs me until I do what it wants. I should be more worried it'll quit bothering me.