Saturday, June 23, 2012

I just thought of something. Last night when I asked what Katie what she was writing her paper on the entire table with the rest of my ward members to the left all turned to look at us. It was like I was in the spotlight. I thought it was odd at the time. I'm wondering if Katie or someone else said something to David about me. I wonder if they were on a date last night and I was interferring. David wouldn't even look at me at the end and I heard him telling Katie he was sorry and he tried to put up blinders with his hands. I hope no one gave David grief last night for neglecting Katie. He didn't tell me he was on a date. He was acting normal until later. I don't really care if I caused trouble. I do care however if David was attacked. There is no doubt in my mind I was supposed to be there. I REALLY didn't want to go BUT I still did because I felt like I needed to do exactly that. I guess I was the clueless one. He didn't ignore me all night. It was just at the end. I hope he's alright. I feel bad now for assuming the worst BUT feeling like crap at the end was VERY REAL and treating me like I suddenly became invisible was uncalled for, if he was being criticized or I was for talking occassionally-I feel bad for being negative about him. As far as I'm concerned right now, he was fine and everything was normal. That incident's just been erased. He spoke to Lark and Sarah too. I wonder if those conversations drew dismay or just me. If it's just me I think thats great!!!

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