Saturday, June 23, 2012

Ward BBQ

It was sooo hot. I kept thinking about my beautiful AC at home which I am enjoying very much now. Everything felt dirty and yucky and gross. I saw David there but I didn't get a chance to talk to him and then when I could have I didn't because I had to get out of there quick-It's that wonderful time of the month and I wasn't even there for an hour when I knew I needed to leave right away. I need to just not go to activities when I know there's a risk. I didn't go to the temple because of that. The irony!!! I wanted to see David and make sure he knew I wasn't angry. I don't know the whole story BUT I know enough to understand there's more going on there than what I see on the surface. I never should've gone because I just had to leave RIGHT AWAY. When I got there about half an hour late they were out of plates so I used a fish plate that was once holding some dessert. I sat down at a table and the sun was directly in my face. I moved but it was still annoyingly bright. When I finally scurried out of there it was in my face again AND it remained for the duration of my drive home.

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