Urban Poly Princess

Today we had fhe at 6pm at 1st Dam at the beginning of Logan canyon. I'm glad I went because I haven't been as supportive of fhe as I should. I just didn't want to deal with David OR his many fans. David gave a beautiful lesson on truth and the role of the spirit. He reminded me of how important the spirit is in my life. I know that-it's just difficult because I feel like I've done that repeatedly. I keep doing that only to get shot down again and again. I don't want to try anymore BUT I know I need to do that despite anything. Trying for me now doesn't mean doing anything. It just means being willing to listen to, be friends with, and interact with someone who has hurt me in the past. Amazing-I usually  have to be dating someone before they can hurt me like that. This experience caused me to actually question my reliance on the spirit... A hint of that skepticism remains as I try to live worthy of my insurmountable blessings.