Urban Poly Princess

More like Mike provided steps and solutions to people with most machines. The Macs were excluded. Sinia took me to lunch today and while she brought me back in time she stayed and talked with my mother for much longer so I was waaay too late. Since Steve has a Mac even older than mine I should've chatted with him then buuut AGAIN too many people nearby.

Steve looks great in blue. While I wanted to talk to him there were too many people around ALL the time and while I waited for awhile there were still Mike, Bradley, Katie and the other Mike who seems to have latched onto Steve. I'm happy he is friendly to him although sometimes I wish he wasn't there all the time. I hope that doesn't make me a bad person.

It is just too easy for me to do nothing but then that is just wasting my time. I was going to go out and get my temp job today but then it isn't going to work if I get a job that doesn't finish at 2ish so I can start my shift at the temple Wednesday nights. I'm going to call the City Library tomorrow. They never contacted me again about the library assistant position and I have never needed a job as badly as I do now. I just don't get the way my life keeps working. When I worked at the Logan temple they took over a year to contact me. In the meantime I went to take the realtor classes so I could get my license. Eight months later I did and the temple called me to begin working then.

I'm back in Zumba now but I can't just hit up Costco and get my avocados, berries, coconut oil and almonds each week because this is the end of my unemployment. My television goes off tomorrow as does my internet meaning any job-hunting will have to return to the library. I just feel horrible and I'm not sure what to do. My mother told me I need to have faith and that my father in heaven will bless me for doing this. I just may have to change my shift.

I have to go to court and finalize my bankruptcy I'm changing from a 13 to a 7 from almost 3 years ago now. I wonder if this starts the clock again and if my credit is shot for another 7 years now. If I could do anything different I would. Domoina my RS president called me to check on my no-job status.

I suppose it isn't that huge a deal if I have to change the night I do this. If I get a library job it will be easy to work around that since the library is typically open from 10-9pm and then workers ofter get there anywhere from 8am or later as needed. I really want that assistant manager job. There is also a cataloging position there that would drive me crazy. It pays the same as the assistant manager job. I haaate cataloging. It is tedious mindless work to me. The reason why I love being a librarian is because I interact with so many different people with so many different walks of life.

Brasilia is going to come with me to the aquarium. She can't go at 6 however so it'll be more like 7pm.