Urban Poly Princess

My friend is Elenoa's roommate's friend. Elenoa told me her roommate wanted her to help maintain her house and help her since she has MS BUT only AFTER she moved in. Her rent is around 200 a month. Jenn told me Ele paid rent maybe twice in the 5 years she's lived there. Jenn said she's been trying to get her to move for years but she finally boxed some of her stuff up and put it out. There is more of a rush because she's found someone who can help her now who needs to move in asap. It explains why Ele is in such a rush to move out. It DOESN'T explain why she is driving me crazy although she didn't come over today and I had a nice break. I hope it went well for her yesterday. She is probably mad at me for not doing her presentation for her.

I can deal with her displeasure with that however. We have a couple of new guys that aren't bad looking at all. Myrick came in late to sacrament today. He sat in front of me which is why I thought about him at all. I received attention from Chris BUT Myrick is who I'm attracted to ALTHOUGH he has a son Maverick AND he hasn't shown ANY interest in me. Beautiful name BUT I'm NOT on-board with anyone who already has children BUT I love Myrick's style and the little of his personality he displayed when he gave a talk. He was hilarious. The whole bit works for me but NOT his spiritual state. I have no idea about that and actually I'm not going to find out because I do like everything else A LOT but he reminds me of what I wanted and a type I had when I was young and dumb. I like things about Myrick that don't matter at all. He also has some sort of Harley business that is attractive to me too for the wrong reasons. I think he teaches something at Bridgerland. Alright that means he has some sort of degree. Perhaps I should find out more and relax my child requirement. Erin seems very happy. I'm sure he's older than my friend, he's DEFINITELY more mature. He doesn't flirt with the world and I'm pretty sure he doesn't give anyone undue attention unless he is interested in them.

I know who I am supposed to marry BUUUT not a damn thing is happening there and I'm not going to initiate ANYTHING. I extended myself more than enough there.