Urban Poly Princess

I was just thinking if I did hook up with Justin and we actually did get to the marriage point he couldn't take me to the temple for at least a year. I like long relationships BUT I feel like my biological clock is ticking loudly now. I know what I want. I don't think I need to date someone that long anymore. Actually all I need is my father in heaven's seal of approval. I know what I SHOULD do. I should ask now BEFORE I get to know him as anything more than just a friend. I just don't want to because he is sweet and looks fantastic while my ward is filled with ugly boring men. Myrick is the exception NOT the rule. Lots of meh men. I think I already know my answer and I'm REALLY sick of it. I don't need to ask. I already know he's not for me. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop being his friend. No one else is friendshipping him.