Urban Poly Princess

I don't know what I ate is making me feel this way but I need to take out my contacts and go to bed. After that I have Zumba again in the morning. I need to hit up FHE tomorrow and then attend my RS activity Tuesday. I know the Tongan girls in my ward aren't attending FHE because they aren't giving any of the guys in our ward consideration AT ALL. I have to do that. Living in Logan taught me I need to look beyond my own racist stuff. I know I can find someone in my ward and even if I can't I need to at least try. FHE is at some corn maze tomorrow at American Fork and we are carpooling to the attraction tomorrow. I believe in the plan of salvation and I believe I am meant to be with someone who both makes me happy and who I can make happy too. I am meant to have a family and even if I am never able to do that I have to die trying or rather live trying because it is the most important thing in the world. It is why I am going to keep trying to attend all of these activities and try to meet and interact with more people. I am definitely beginning in my ward.