Urban Poly Princess

Birds are chirping, hahaha... NOOO not really. I'm REALLY glad I had that conversation with David yesterday. He took a huge leap in how he interpreted what I wrote BUUUT I think it was easy for him to go there because he never said anything about previous messages he thought were inappropriate.

I still don't get the Shiersta thing completely. I wanted him to know how I felt about her attendance at fhe so I told him. I'm not trying to be mean. I know he's her friend which is why I told him. I wouldn't say that to anyone else. I thought me refusing to acknowledge her existence was worse. I'm REALLY glad he's o.k. with that BECAUSE I tried but I can't do it and I don't want to do it. He asked me how I'd feel if he said that about Helene and I WOULD be angry if he did that. I'll just substitute Helene in my head before I respond to anything.

I'm glad it's institute tonight. I looove that class. The instructor is great. My mother was laughing very hard when I told her most of my class is older than her. When I told her I was going to check out the 31 and older dance that I heard was scary she got worried and told me not to go there. I had an older guy thing when I was in Junior high school and high school. Working at the Polynesian Cultural Center with all the BYU coeds had me interested in older men ONLY that meant in college NOT someone who can take me out and take advantage of senior citizen discounts. 

This is the first time I'm associating with people who are age appropriate. When I was younger I always hung out with older people and before moving to Logan my interactions were with people a lot younger. This is the most genuine age group. I think people now are the closest to what they really are. While we should always be changing for the better, people at this point have identified what is important to them and how they spend their time reveals a lot. Parents have less influence. It is easier to identify character. Choices individuals make now have greater impact. People change a lot between high school and during college. I think it is safe to assume in my age range people won't deviate significantly from how they are living their lives.