Urban Poly Princess

Pizza Pie Cafe was tonight at 6:30 and I wondered why it was that late. I was going to go to institute instead but I wanted to talk to David and have a normal conversation AND I felt bad because I thought maybe I was the only birthday being celebrated or that David might've told them to hold it later for me. Yeah that didn't happen-there were just too many people there and he was sitting too far away. He did say hello but there were too many people around me I just couldn't respond the way I wanted.

I texted him to ask when his birthday was to try to remedy this but he got all upset when I was just trying to tease him. I called him to try to smooth it over but he was still upset and couldn't get off the phone fast enough. How am I so crappy at this? I keep trying to fix this and it just blows up in my face. I wish I knew what I keep doing wrong,

I first thought if I just text him or email him more this would get better but it keeps getting worse. I'm scared to have any written communication with him now. I think I'll limit my interactions to in-person stuff or on the phone because YES context is lost which is what he said. He said since I texted something in all caps it implies I'm upset. I was far from it but he was taking everything seriously and then manufacturing more negative stuff.