Urban Poly Princess

Bro. Salmond is loud but I learn something from him all the time. He is certain about everything he tells us. I'm NOT. BUT many things I agree with although sometimes I think his surety gets a little carried away. He's been a bishop before and he spends all day studying the scriptures so I do give his opinions and thoughts the respect and reverence they deserve BUT EVERYTHING???!!! NOOO I'm not about to do that and it's kind of like how he got carried away with amen.

Julie, Jonni, Nicki, and some other girl I've seen before but I can't remember her name came. So did Stacey, Teima, and Morgan-I sat by Sarah who invited me in the first place. Evan came too. Carline and Diantha didn't come again. I got out of there as soon as it was done. I'm sure Evan's enjoying himself.

What impressed me tonight about Moses chapter 1 is how Bro. Salmond brought our attention to verse  8 where Moses marvels and then wonders. It is the wondering that screws him up. To wonder is to question which is to doubt. Immediately when he wonders the presence of God withdraws from him in verse 9.

I love this principle. I have been blessed so much and shown so much BUT I still wonder or question and doubt all the time. Right now just thinking about what I know I can't deny it at all but when things happen differently from how I think they should, I am weak and wonder.

I'm going to try not to wonder. I don't want to trifle with revelation I've received. It isn't easy. If I don't give it the respect it deserves I probably won't get more. Why am I so weak all the time. I want to be a rock.