Urban Poly Princess

I fell asleep after TRYING very hard to figure out what the hell happened. When I spoke to David on the phone he acted like although I said I wasn't upset I really was and he was just reacting to me being unreasonable. Complicated but true. I went over all of our texts from last night and remembered he referred to me using caps which expresses anger. I did use caps but I wasn't upset and I thought that was clear. I asked him when his birthday was because he got a birthday ice-cream cookie thing he shared. I knew it was in October because Heidi had exhausted the September birthdays.  He said October. I thought he was just being a smartass and trying not to tell me the actual date. I texted OCTOBER???!!! and he answered with a question mark. He really didn't know what I was talking about and I thought he was still being an evasive smartass. So I tried to play it off by telling him I'd assign him a random date then. He responded all hostile. I was just confused. I still tried to play it off but he was still being hostile so I called him and tried to resolve it BUT I still didn't get it and he didn't get it either-the call ended with me very confused and he very ticked.

I was surprised I fell asleep when I did but then I was wide awake at 3am when I emailed David what I think about why we seem to have such a persistent and prevalent communication problem. I don't think he does this on purpose but I always feel like he thinks the worst of me and jumps immediately to the least flattering conclusion with any interaction I have with him. It wasn't until this morning when I sort of figured out why he was upset at nothing. I don't think I would've written what I did to him if it wasn't 3am and I hadn't just had my epiphany but I'm glad I did because he should know what I concluded after a lot of reflection and prayer.

Becca Fridal found this incredible sectional for me. I looove it and it will look fantastic in my apartment. I just need a flatscreen and a couple lamps now. Also I want a queen-size bed. There is the perfect lamp I saw at Ross. I need to buy it. I saw these painted China hutches displaying shoes on Pintrest. I looove that idea. I have my shoes in sterilite shoe boxes. Some of them are gorgeous however and should be displayed. I'd love to start collecting China hutches and then outfitting them for my shoes.

I want David to change his mind and take me Saturday.