Urban Poly Princess

I looove Tuesdays because I know I'm going to learn something new, consider something I already know in a new way or realize something so obvious I've never noticed before. This is the first time I've taken a religion class where I learn something EVERY time I go there. It is so nice. He's going to have to kick me out before I leave.

I wish David would drive me to Salt Lake City Saturday. If he drove me I know he wouldn't turn into a clingon AND he wouldn't expect anything from me. He's interesting AND fun. If he gets too chatty I could just turn up the music or pretend to fall asleep. I love my family and it'll be good to spend time with them I JUST wish I didn't have to drive there. It's not worth it to enlist the help of someone else. I can deal with the aftermath of David attending my nephew's wedding. I'm not willing to deal with anyone else-male OR female.

My female friends for some reason always want to do EVERYTHING with me ALL the time. I like that Krista often has homework she has to complete. Her clingon capacity is limited. This is exactly what I need and want. David is the only guy I would take ANYWHERE right now. I don't have a roommate because I don't want one. I get OCD about how clean I want my house AND then if I want my laundry mountain to grow without making a dent in it-I want that option too.

Pizza Pie Cafe is tonight at 6:30 which I wish I could go to but it's going to cut into my institute time and I'm not going to eat in 15 minutes only to turn around and hit up institute. I also wanted to talk to David NORMALLY because I was pretty irritated at fhe and I'm still annoyed when I think about it BUT I really don't know exactly how that discussion went down. David is a little clueless sometimes. Yesterday Nolan was talking to Mindie outside so I stayed inside AND would have talked to David but yeah he was having a private conversation while I sat there trying to figure out if I should interrupt him or go outside and interrupt Nolan and Mindie. I did interrupt Nolan and Mindie finally but I would've felt stupid at that point whatever I did.

Mindie and David kept having their side conversations that were annoying BUT I don't know exactly what went down AND I've spent waaay too much time just learning to be comfortable with David again to have that all messed up by something he's doesn't consider worth discussing. I know he's a good person and while I'm mad at something I THINK happened, I don't want to assume things either. He made a huge leap with my email that ticked him off.

I'm NOT going to do the same thing.