Urban Poly Princess

I was so scared to talk to bishop but it was something I felt I needed to do and get over with. He is humble and he speaks with the spirit. I didn't want to offend him but I still felt like it was important to tell him how I felt. I told bishop everything that happened along with the current state of my financial affairs. He told me I learned a valuable lesson AND I have although I could've done without learning that as horribly as I did. I told him how he made me feel in the beginning and that I didn't want to offend him AND that I was extra-sensitive. I asked him why he got Jared to talk to me in the first place. I told him I thought he was being a bishop and trying to set us up. He denied that at all which makes me VERRRY happy although that certainly isn't how it felt. I didn't bring up Friday. That will just have to be something I forget about. He asked me to forgive him for what went down and I told him I did a long time ago but that those feelings persisted despite that. He said now we can let it go and move on. This was sooo much better. I'm VERRRY glad that is finished.

David was playing the piano in the chapel so I talked to him for a little bit. He's going to play in sacrament meeting on the 30th. I'm glad he's going to perform. He will do a great job. I'm going to ask Krista if she'd like to play during sacrament meeting. I want her to feel more like she's a part of the ward and I think that'll do it. I'll ask her first if she wants to do it. David cautioned me against asking Julie for her and instead to have Krista ask her. I don't see the harm if I do any asking or inquiring. I will ask Krista how she feels about that however. Maybe I get carried away and maybe I need to consider that.

I'm sooo glad tomorrow is a holiday!!!