Urban Poly Princess

I looked through my email to the one I sent after I got on David's nerves the first time. We resolved it almost instantly. It was only 9 days ago. Our relationship is extremely volatile. I'd like to talk to him in person tomorrow. It's important for me to find a solution BUUUT is there a bigger problem? Are another 9 days going to result in the same thing? Why is this happening?

I love him so much. I wish I knew how to make everything better. I don't and I keep falling asleep.

And I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep. I can hardly stay awake.