Urban Poly Princess

Paydays R always great days. I bought a plate at the Rice Garden at Smiths. I only did this because I paid my gas bill and century link bill at their payment center. It was awful AND expensive. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. I keep expecting a different result when I do the same thing. I think someone defines that as lunacy... YES it is.

I took Krista to Sarah and Aaron's reception. It was so cute how they had it set up. I met their parents, Aaron's brother Josh who helped me with my car, and Sarah's sisters. They were all so sweet. I love that two great people found each other and are getting married. Krista and I are going to the 31-45 dance tomorrow. She's funny she wants to go with me everywhere. It's alright with me and I'm not annoyed by her.

She wanted me to tell her who I was interested in. I told her no. She said she'd tell me who she liked if I told her. I still said no. Val asked me at Sarah's reception if I'd go on a date with Craig. I told him no. He wanted to know why and I told him my interests lie elsewhere and I do my own work.

Finally Krista asked me if I liked David. I told her I did like him but that he was my FRIEND and that A LOT of girls like him AND that David was dating the entire ward. She told me she used to like him until she realized that he talks too much. Bwahahaha... he is definitely a chatty one-when we went to the temple I first noticed what a chatterbox he was. It's o.k. to be silent sometimes. You don't need to fill EVERY moment with noise. He told me he broke up with someone once because they didn't talk. I didn't really believe that story. I wanted to tell him I broke up with someone who wouldn't shut up BUT that wasn't true and it really wasn't worth it for me to go there and be hostile with someone I didn't know. He was certain to let me know about all these girls he wanted to date and then he made sure Mindi came with us too. That's the ONLY time I've ever seen Mindi at ward temple night. HELLO!!! I wanted to get to know him better, I had nooo idea if I wanted to date him or not.

Now that I have had the chance to get to know David better, I love him!!! He is everything I want. He is brilliant, spiritual, confident but still humble. If he was Polynesian we'd have our wedding date set. BUUUT he's not AND he hasn't even tried to date me. He has asked out a lot of people however which gets on my nerves like heo!!!-This is supposed to be normal behavior. I don't know how to be o.k. with that.

BUUUT I've never doubted how he feels about me and I think he likes me a lot-loves me even. I'm not sure why I'm so certain about this when he doesn't given me any reason to think that. While I looove David, I'm not stupid enough to let myself fall IN LOVE with him. He needs to date me for ANYTHING to happen.

Asking him to drive me to the temple was a complete test to see if he had a current temple recommend. I had no idea he was a temple worker. After looking at his music selection I thought no, no, nooo.

What a difference time can make. I want David to do EVERYTHING he wants to do, date the world even BUT then I want him to choose me, just me forever.