Urban Poly Princess

Brrr... It is cooold. Freezing!!! I am so grateful for so many things. While I wanted to see the Nutcracker I'm grateful David isn't my fhe leader anymore. I wasn't trying to be a diva BUT in order for me to be alright with how he treated me he was going to have to go out of his way to communicate with me AND I don't think he was going to do that. David getting another calling was the best thing that could've happened in that situation.

He was called as a Sunday School teacher. I think he's much more suited to that. We have some sort of combined activity tomorrow I may attend if I feel like it. We're supposed to bring a treat to share and I don't feel like whipping anything up. Maybe I'll just buy something. I can always make some no-bake chocolate oatmeal cookies I have everything to do that. That doesn't take much energy. I want to see Breaking Dawn 2. My friend told me NOT to take my nieces there so I didn't on Thanksgiving like I wanted to do.

I wanted to take them because I want to see it. I didn't do any thesis work when I was gone. As nice as it is to see my family, I am the most comfortable here in my own apartment. So many opportunities fill my life.

There's a Cache Valley Singles fireside tonight. I am sick of being single. I am more sick of trying. I don't want to date anyone who is divorced or has children. I don't want to go out with anyone who is unattractive to me. I don't want anyone older than my mother. Do I have to give that all up to get married? I'm just not willing to do that. I don't want to be single forever but my life feels that way. As I get older I just get pickier. I get better with the passage of time. I benefit from more education and my testimony also grows. It just makes me want more in someone else. I don't want to share my life with someone who can't appreciate that.