Urban Poly Princess

I hope he's doing well. I love AND miss him very much.

Wow!!! What if I was in love with him? If I was he could take advantage of me AND hurt me a whole hell of a lot. He already has and we're not dating. I am such an idiot. I have seen him at his worst. Repeatedly. What the hell is wrong with me!!!

I know how awful he can be. Why isn't that enough. I also know how great he is and I feel like he knows me a lot better than he should.