Urban Poly Princess

It took me DAYS to get over Being livid with David. I AM NOT GOING BACK THERE!!! So I call to find out why he didn't let me know BUT you probably shouldn't do that UNTIL you R emotionally stable BUT I AM DETERMINED and he says he texted me, didn't I get it? I say no BUT... -I haven't checked AND I feel stupid so I look AND he DID let me know!!! AND it was MY fault I didn't see it. I kept thinking I need to text Krista the address BUT I'm running late, I'll text her when I get there. So Sarah and I are there and I'm mad AND I don't know why David didn't let me know and I'm still mad but do I even think to check my phone??? NOOO-I'm not texting Krista the address now so I don't until I hang up pretty quick with David because I don't like how my voice sounds. Never call someone when you are mad BUT determined NOT to be mad because you sound like an emotional idiot. AND to make it even worse I immediately see his text when I look. I turn off my phone at work so when I get busy I don't check my phone and I usually don't hear the bells going off to let me know I have a new text. SO I FEEL REALLY STUPID AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU IMMEDIATELY ASSUME THE WORST. GRRRR!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!-I'm acting like David and assuming the worst.