Urban Poly Princess

My mother called to give me a WARNING - she said it's the second time she's had a dream about my daughter who looked just like me without the chubby cheeks my own mother gave me. She said she saw orange which means... CAUTION and then she said NOT to get a male room mate OR rent a room to a couple. SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE HELL IS HER PROBLEM???!!! HAVE I EEEVER DONE SOMETHING SOOO STUPID???!!! Even at my stupidest I would never be that much of an idiot. I told her NOT to call me AGAIN about her doom and gloom "prophecies" She has convenient dreams that ALWAYS give her the answers she wants. She told me if I get married to check with the doctor regularly and to be careful having kids because I am old.

I agree, I need to take care of my health. I DID pray about this and I know I'm going to have 3 daughters. I do need to take extra good care of myself so I have healthy pregnancies and just be as healthy as possible to be a better wife AND mother. The last time I hung up on my mother because she had a "warning" I'd get in trouble if I moved. OH HELL NO!!! How did I end up with a psychotic mother. My brother and I have discussed her "revelation" several times. I don't know how to help her. I wish I knew. She just ticks me off all the time.

Whenever we see any of my dad's family she'll tell them how she's seen my grandfather in a dream and how he's led her to do temple work for various names. What I don't like is she'll tell ANYONE that ANYTIME. I keep telling her if it is revelation she needs to share it with a select few and that dreams and the spirit are sacred personal things that shouldn't be like "casting your pearls before swine."

While I hung up some clothes after work and took my boxes out to the recycle bin, I felt compelled to hang pictures in my living room and dining area although I'm trying to treat the entire front like one big room. I like the open floor plan. I like how quickly the feel of a room can change with hanging a few pictures. I want to buy a few larger pictures for my big blank walls. Things are looking better and I'm feeling good.

I need to force myself to sleep. I need to quit getting mad at my mother and use my energy to take the good from what she had to say like taking extra care of myself because I can't afford things to go wrong. She told me she's getting old and if something were to happen to me she couldn't take care of my daughter the way she wants to do that.

She's had dreams that George would have an affair and a child with someone else. That Alisa would die and she and I would help take care of the kids. That George would die and Alisa would remarry. Sooo just about EVERY negative awful outcome has run across my mother's visions and revelations she MUST tell George. She's always been this way. I don't know how to deal with her when she's like this. I just know I don't like it. It isn't of the spirit. All it brings is contention.

The gospel is not a dour depressing thing. It is joy. I don't know if her numerous health problems have caused her to develop this. She gets worse each day. Her friend Ellery talks to her for hours on end and receives the same type of streaming revelation. God doesn't work that way. She did say she loves me very much and I know she means well it just ticks me off.

I've NEVER given her ANY reason to suppose I would do ANYTHING to hurt my salvation why does she do this? I love her very much. I DON'T want to hear anything else and I told her not to tell me. Doesn't she think anyone else prays? I do pray and I do feel and recognize the spirit. I'm going to have 3 daughters AND I'm going to make sure I'm healthy enough for this to occur asap.