Friday, December 13, 2013

Dietician meeting

I asked her why my sugar levels haven't decreased more and she said it takes 3-4 weeks to show ANY improvement with my medication. I'm just the tiniest bit annoyed because I'm running out of money and USUALLY I wouldn't need any food BUT since I have this new diet to deal with I need to buy other stuff.

I want to buy some nuts BUUUT I'm also going to need to eat some other stuff until I get more money AND until I get my Yoli stuff in the mail. I need to get my nails done today. It is a psychological thing, it makes me feel better. I'll feel better in the temple. I'm going to get that red glitter french manicure looking thing if it costs the same.

Mosiah 27

36 And thus they were instruments in the hands of God in bringing many to the knowledge of the truth, yea, to the knowledge of their Redeemer.
 37 And how blessed are they! For they did publish peace; they did publish good tidings of good; and they did declare unto the people that the Lord reigneth.
The Key to Spiritual Protection - Boyd K. Packer
I bear certain witness of the scriptures as a key to our spiritual protection. I also bear witness of the healing power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ, “that through him all might be saved”12 who will be saved. The Lord’s Church has been established on the earth once again. Of the truthfulness of the gospel I bear witness. Of Him I am a witness. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Krista put on Facebook that she needs a room mate and so feeling like my money is stretched beyond its limit ALL the time I went to my room and prayed about it AGAIN and was AGAIN told NOOO and AGAIN that I need to have faith. I have enough faith to do what I think I need to do but not much more than that. 

It is sooo cold. I was thinking how David is probably warm in Hawaii right now and how he took a girlfriend home to Hawaii for Christmas last year. I don't like that he went on a trip with his girlfriend to Hawaii. I remember the first year I was at the Y and Sonny invited me to go home with him for Christmas. I remember thinking that would NEVER happen and that if my dad or ANY of my relatives found out they would skin me alive and him of course when given the opportunity. I am grateful for my strict Tongan father. I NEVER thought I would ever feel that way. It was sooo hard for him to let me go to school at the Y and NOT live with relatives. They were all certain I'd become this wicked girl with no morals if my dad let me go. He did but I know how hard it was for him. 

I shouldn't expect David or anyone to live my standards because he and anyone else wasn't raised the way I was BUT he is the one who told me he didn't want to be alone with me in my apartment and that he had room mates because it was better if he did invite a girl over NOT to be alone with them. 

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