Urban Poly Princess

I looove Christmas!!! I am going to sleep well tonight. I think I get direction when I'm half asleep because if I had time to think about it with a clear head I'd never do it. I over think everything. It hasn't been hard to eat well. I am so sick of checking my blood sugar and taking these stupid pills. I have more bills than I have money coming in. I need to pay my insurance, phone bill, license test and then rent right around the corner.

I had to eat something to take my last pill. I fried eggs with cut up spam, onions, spinach and then I also cut up some cream cheese and fried it with everything the last few minutes. The full fat versions of dairy help curb hunger and I haven't been hungry at all as long as I've changed how I eat. Full fat versions also have NOOO carbs!!!

I'm doing another load of laundry or I'd go to bed right now.