Urban Poly Princess

Yesterday was my free day and except for ice-cream I didn't indulge. I wanted to bake some rolls or bread and eat a bunch of it BUT I wasn't up to it and I was having my mini-freak-out session with myself. Sunday school hit me hard as did the fireside last night. It's easy for me to ignore what I don't want to deal with EVEN and unfortunately when I should. I like the position where I have to watch myself and NOT feel self-righteous. You can't feel that or do that if you screw up. It's not just something I messed up, with full knowledge of what my father in heaven wanted, I repeatedly ignored this. I don't think this will be easy for me to fix. It's just easier for me to ignore it completely. No I wasn't told EXACTLY what to do but yes I have a brain and I'm very good at some of this stuff. This isn't hard for me to actually do, what is hard for me is to swallow my pride which I should do anyway.

Eating like this is easy. I do need to take some money out of my check protection however thanks to buying my $200 flatscreen. I need gas AND I need to buy more fruit and veggies. I love the frozen brocolli I bought from Sam's club. I don't remember what I paid but there are 4 bags. 1 bag goes in the microwave for 8 minutes and then it is steamed perfectly and delicious!!! That is 8 servings from 1 bag. I wonder how much it cost. I don't remember.

With this second aligner I can actually see movement in my teeth and the spaces are getting eliminated like they should've been years ago. Wearing a retainer every night is NOT going to be a problem for me. I read so many stories online of people who didn't wear their retainer and suffered the consequences of this decision. If I had just gone to an orthodontist in the first place I wouldn't be dealing with this now. I want this to hurry up so I can see my dentist and get my crown. After that I may have to visit my orthodontist again for the same thing. I want to take off the bonding that was done over my veneers the first time they shifted. This is going to require me to close spaces again this time AFTER I'm done with my dentist. My aligners in the future will have to be fitted over the crown I get. FINALLY I'm taking care of this with the correct professionals and NOT with a dentist who fancies himself a cosmetic dentist with solutions as good as an orthodontist. I did see an orthodontist after my teeth shifted the second time who wanted me to wear braces that would cost me 13,000. It's actually a very good thing I didn't do that then.

So around July I should have my perfect smile AND body and be ready to take Cache Valley into the Zumba world. Maybe I'll teach a Poly dance class too. My mother doesn't want me attending the PCC reunion although it was her idea in the first place. I just need to get away.