Urban Poly Princess

I have so many blessings so why am I feeling so moody and depressed. That's supposed to happen B4 I have my period NOT during!!! If I get married after this stops I'm going to be so ticked. Hell once a month is ONLY alright because I know it is a damn necessary evil. My emotions are all over the place. I feel like crying but there's nothing to cry about. My patriarchal blessing talks about being a mother BUT I could be a mother through adoption it never said anything about childbirth.

I was talking to my home teachers about being excited about going to Hawaii for the Polynesian Cultural Center reunion but then I thought about how much I DON'T want to go to a reunion and have to explain over 100 times why I'm not married yet and why I don't have my own family.

I hope this is a temporary feeling because it just SUCKS!!!

I'm sooo happy I'm not at work today. I'm grateful to have a job I love, an understanding boss, options. Getting an MBA for free has made living in Logan worth it. Now if the damn reviewer would respond to me that would be great!!!

Margaret Oaks' grandfather is having his funeral at our stake center Saturday. There is also a muslim baptism the same day. I was really surprised to learn of the baptism. We could NOT teach anyone who was muslim. Their life was in danger if that happened. We also needed the husband's permission to teach a wife.