Urban Poly Princess

I'm not going to have an amazing life, I HAVE AN AMAZING LIFE I LOOOVE!!! I don't exactly like it here BUUUT I am sooo blessed. I love my job, my apartment, that I got to get my MBA, that I have a job that allows me to get a real estate license AND the accompanying training. My Director is the best. My dean is awesome. I can sell real estate now, it is up to me. I'm right at the edge of this thing. I just need to jump in. I'm a little frustrated because I can't afford ALL my Yoli products now. I love Younique products and I love cosmetics but I'm sooo ticked off at them for letting the ball drop not once or even twice BUUUT three times!!!

I love my calling. I am grateful that my Father in Heaven is giving me what I need rather than what I wanted. I REALLY didn't want Jon to be my mission leader BUT that is not my job to choose. This was my fear. My need to perform is stronger because of his calling. He was called with his inadequecies. I was afraid of this because besides Porter, there was no other ward missionary.