Urban Poly Princess

I haven't paid for my insurance yet. I was just thinking about that. I am sooo NOT going to Provo unless that is done and it's not happening if I go to SLC and Provo this weekend. I can't eat just anything any more. I have to eat a lot of fresh stuff. I try to eat spinach 6x a day and while I have a lot of macaroni and cheese, chocolate cake mixes, spam and mayo it's not going to work. Driving a couple blocks without insurance for a few days is not going to hurt me the way SLC and Provo will.

I had to pay $500 the last time I got a ticket for driving without insurance plus another $800 to get it out of the impound lot. I did my real estate continuing education and I STILL haven't earned a dime from that venture. I REALLY want to go to my nephew's baptism but if I do I'll have to ask my mother AND/OR brother for money AND I am trying NOT to do that. I know I'm spoiled and I have to be wiser. I have to sacrifice this weekend AGAIN. Plus I have no choice BUT to go to conference next weekend and I REALLY don't want to drive twice this month. I haaate driving. I still think anything over an hour should be in a plane. One day I'm going to have a plane so I can jet somewhere whenever I want to and not have to drive this stupid hour and a half just to get to civilization. Of course I plan to be in and out of there Saturday next week.

I'm hungry and I didn't take the time to heat up and/or cook anything this morning I used my very last Yoli protein shake last night. I am going to order that top-rated shake next. I am totally on board with the having 2 shakes a day lifestyle. I'm getting Alkalete sent to me again at the beginning of May. I should just stop it completely. It's around $60 and I don't want to pay that EVERY month. Yoli taught me good habits BUUUT I think I can find cheaper natural alternatives. I do really like their Passion. Caffeine w/out sugar or a sugar substitute. I should give up all caffeine however.

As much as I like Yoli and believe it promotes optimal health, I shouldn't HAVE to have ANY supplement ALL the time AND I need to get out of this auto-ship crap. I like the idea of trying to be alkaline but I'm going to try to accomplish that through food. I like the convenience of the shakes BUT the top-rated shake is cheaper and with my bullet I can mix it twice a day.

I can eat organic chocolate and salted/roasted almonds all the time as well as probiotic ice-cream sweetened with Stevia AND once a week I'm going to eat whatever the hell I like. I'm still going to eat spinach EVERY time I put something in my mouth. I'm considering buying a bag of cheetos but I really don't want it and I want something good to eat. Today I'm going to go home and fry some spam, eggs and spinach as well as heat up some chicken nuggets. I'm glad I had them although they aren't optimal protein sources they are convenient and I've eaten them since my Alkalete and pure pills were finished. I made a pork roast in my crock pot which is fine with some fiesta cheese, onions, cilantro, spinach and sour cream.

I found a bag of peanuts in the vending machine. 8 carbs and 13 grams of protein. Peanuts are alright BUUUT they're NOOOT almonds. I think I'm addicted to almonds now. I can eat 1/2 a pound in one sitting. It's funny how they're discovering all these coconut health benefits now. That is the biggest Tongan industry. So that bag of peanuts I just ate will have to tide me over until I take my lunch at 12:30. I suggested my lunchtime change so I can be here when the students get out of class.

I need to return to a regular eating schedule BUUUT I just haven't felt like preparing stuff the night before although really it wouldn't take much. I need to use my lunch hour today to eat lunch and prepare meals/snacks for myself for the rest of the day but I have to prepare so I can get my nails done tomorrow. I prayed about whether I should go and I felt like I should BUUUT unless I suddenly get a huge bunch of cash I can't do that.

2 Nephi 6