Urban Poly Princess

I hope my friend had a fantastic first day. I need to give my idea a shot. I just hope it makes the difference. Why do I have to do this. I know it doesn't really matter. What matters is what happens next or doesn't. I need to try. I know that. This just doesn't seem fair. There are many things I don't like about this. The alternative however is NOT an option. If this doesn't work I can't do anything. I won't be blessed unless I do this. If I don't get the reaction I want it'll be o.k. because then I would've done EVERYTHING in my power and it won't be my fault for standing still.