Urban Poly Princess

Feeling hurt and being upset I called my mom to gripe. She went to the racist thing immediately which is the ONLY thing that makes sense. I told her what happened and how I didn't really get what my dean was saying yesterday ALTHOUGH she made it VERY clear she was implying without stating outright I plagiarized my paper in her latest email.

That was insulting. Profile much???!!! She could've avoided ALL of that by simply asking ANY of my teachers what my writing was like. A simple Google search could've identified ANY of the articles I've written for the Chronicle or the Herald Journal.

I don't like wasting my time on crap like this BUT people will NEVER let me forget that I'm NOT white and thus I will have EVERYTHING about me questioned ALL the time. AGAIN I have the ability to react well, to diffuse the situation BUT why the hell do I have to do that all the time and will people EVER just treat me normally? Why is this even an issue? I try to move on because I don't want to be this bitter old bat BUT part of me dies EVERY time. I'm hardened and the innocence I long to have is forever removed. Why do I have to question my Dean? Why do I have to write to the online Director? Why is the hardest part of getting my MBA dealing with Dean Heather Gunn? Dealing with Heather has been the most annoying part of finishing my MBA.

I have absolutely NOOO respect for her. She should be fired. The way she treated me is abhorrent. I don't know her at all. She probably knows 1 Polynesian student who performed poorly. OF COURSE this MUST mean ALL Polynesians are idiots. I don't think all white people are racist despite Heather's behavior. None of the people that behave that way may intend to be racist or mean any harm by how they behave BUT that doesn't make it alright.



I feel like my bishop wants me to leave BECAUSE of that.

I don't need to prove anything to anyone. Of course since I was accused of plagiarism I will do whatever I can to show this is WRONG.