Urban Poly Princess

All these funerals are what I need to look at to keep maintaining perspective. This isn't the end of the world. I'm going to be alright. I can WALK for a couple of weeks. I can go to Smith's to shop on the Transit authority bus. I should do that NOW and stop sitting here feeling sorry for myself. This isn't something difficult. What the hell is my problem???!!!

I can do this AND it'll be a nice change for me. It isn't raining anymore. This isn't a big deal. The bus goes DIRECTLY to Smith's and then I can catch it DIRECTLY from Smith's at the transit center. Actually Walmart would be better and I can WALK to Walmart BUT I don't really want to do that. Devin and Glade are close. I know I can call them too.

Alright, ALL my calls have been made. Wow!!! I was fine when I left messages with everyone BUT when I left one with my friend I felt like I was going to cry sooo it would probably be VERY good if he DIDN'T respond. Carrying the groceries thing made me make those calls. I am NOOOT in the mood to catch the bus AFTER this day from hell. I AM NOT GOING TO BE A BASKETCASE RIGHT NOW!!! HAPPY, HAPPY, JOY, JOY, HAPPY, HAPPY, JOY!!!