Urban Poly Princess

Julie and Jonni came over and brought me flowers. Sarah did that too. What is with the women in my ward giving me flowers. It's very sweet. I am naturally a loner. I don't NEED people to be in my face all the time. They were very sweet. I wonder how I always prompt this need for people to try to be my friend. It's alright BUT I don't really do the girl bonding thing. I usually have guy friends. I don't trust people easily or unless I want to do that. I'm in the RS presidency. That provides me with ample opportunity to do all that.

Julie asked me if I still worked at the bookstore because I wanted her to sing at my Book Fair last year. NOOO Julie I NEVER worked for a bookstore I arranged to have a bookstore do a Book Fair at Stevens-Henager College as the LIBRARIAN. SERIOUSLY!!!

Nice girls, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. I keep feeling like I'm a project. I attend the activities. I'm even in the damn choir now BUT STILL what the hell is the problem???!!!