Urban Poly Princess

I do this when I'm stressed out. I'm almost done cleaning my kitchen. Cleaning calms me. I am so blessed and grateful for so many things. I love my job, I live close enough to walk to work and even closer to the church. I can do everything I need to do. ULA conference is going to be tricky but I'll figure it out. I love my family very much and I'm grateful to them for all the ideas they gave me. I'm grateful for a great bus system that can help me do what I need to do that is FREE!!!

I hope I get an answer if I need to do anything else but I think I'll be alright. I do need to drop off my rent and pay my electric bill but that's it. I already took out my rent in the form of a cashier's check. I'm watching my Korean drama Dr. Jin. He travels back in time. I might change what I'm watching. It's moving a little slow. My big toenails need to be clipped. I felt that when I wore my tennis shoes today. I rarely wear those but I figured I could be walking a lot AND I was right.

Why did I meet that Mexican guy who helped me so much when he was with his family. I appreciate his help. I don't know what my father in heaven wanted me to do in that situation. I would've offended him if I refused his help. I really needed it and I'm grateful for it BUT then again I accepted a ride from someone male who ISN'T single AND that's NOT church standards. He called his wife when he was with me and he was so helpful and kind. I guess I could've called my visiting teachers and NOT been walking down Main Street. I just wanted to catch the bus and I didn't want to bother anyone. It would've been hard to refuse any of the students at Stevens-Henager College too although I don't want to be hanging out with any of them. I will make exceptions for the Poly students BUT I'm never getting close to a student again like I did with Colton. ALRIGHT!!! I know what I should've done and I didn't do it. I will repent for this and NEVER let it happen AGAIN!!!