Urban Poly Princess

I'm grateful for all the blessings I've been given here. If I didn't get my MBA I would be more than happy to be out of this place. That is the only thing that is keeping me here. Since I have to be here I might as well work in the temple although I don't think I'd have the difficulty working at any other temple.

My bishop is a good man and I know he has the spirit off and on BUUUT I still don't trust him or like how he treats me. He is nice enough but I still feel like he makes assumptions with me and I don't like them. I even talked to him to try to resolve it BUT it is still there. I don't expect him to be perfect BUT I don't revere what he tells me. I love and respect him as my priesthood leader BUUUT I also know he is just a man and I don't think he is ever going to have the type of leadership I want. He is racist and I don't think that makes him a bad person. It is just something I don't deal with well at all.

In General that's what I hate about this place. I can't wait to leave it.

Working in the temple is really going to help me live here. I love my job and the people I work with. I love Real Estate too. I know there are so many opportunities here. I just am not happy. I force myself to be here and paste a smile on my face when I just want to leave this place. I try to be positive and happy. I know how blessed I am. I just don't feel it in my heart. I wish I could get a job somewhere else and leave the damn farm.