Urban Poly Princess

LOOOVE Thursdays!!!

Zumba is a total habit and I love it. I feel amazing!!! I just have to make sure I exert myself EVERY workout to make it count and for my body to change. Going through the motions is easy BUT unless you make a concerted effort nothing will happen. I know how imperative it is to add weight-training too. muscle burns more calories at rest. I need to make myself a fat-burning machine.

I look at all the people in my ward who regularly run. I know it's better than not working out at all BUT they don't have amazing bodies. If you are going to workout it needs to change your body. Maintaining is fine if you already have a fantastic body BUUUT the people who run all the time need to do something else. Several people in my ward are very committed to Crossfit. I don't think any of them looks good physically. If you are working out regularly you should look better every 12-weeks. Maybe it's their diet. I don't know.

I just know I am committed to working out now. I plan to do everything I already know AND make adjustments as needed. I haven't changed my diet which should be the most significant change. I am alright with that however. I am trying to temper this. I can get obsessive pretty fast with my health and fitness goals.

I want to get married asap. Actually I still don't feel a need to get married like I should. I do feel a need to get pregnant and start popping out kids. That's not happening unless I get married in the temple however so I need to speed that up somehow.

Justin is gorgeous. We would have extremely attractive children. My friend doesn't look Asian but his eyes disappear when he smiles. So do mine. With the little Chinese blood my brother has, most of his kids have pretty strong Asian eyes. I think my friend and I would have very Asian-looking kids too that look like my brother's kids. My sister-in-law is a 1/4 white and 3/4 Samoan. George is 1/4 white too. Sooo NOT important BUUUT I was thinking about it this morning.

I'd like to spend the first 3 years of my married life pregnant for 27 months out of 36 anyway. I'm not sure how healthy that is. I need to do some research. So that'll give me 3 months out of the year to get pregnant. I'm getting obsessive about this now. I need to chill. I know what I was told about my kids sooo I should just have faith and let it happen how it needs to. Some of my cousins have taken a long time to get pregnant with their first child.

1 Nephi 15
36 Wherefore, the wicked are rejected from the righteous, and also from that ^atree of life, whose fruit is most precious and most^bdesirable above all other fruits; yea, and it is the ^cgreatest of all the ^dgifts of God. And thus I spake unto my brethren. Amen.

Personal Peace: The Reward of Righteousness - Quentin L. Cook
Agency is essential to the plan of happiness. It allows for the love, sacrifice, personal growth, and experience necessary for our eternal progression. This agency also allows for all the pain and suffering we experience in mortality, even when caused by things we do not understand and the devastating evil choices of others. The very War in Heaven was waged over our moral agency and is essential to understanding the Savior’s earthly ministry.