Monday, September 2, 2013

Labor Day

Posted by 2DI4 at 1:31 PM

Everything's clean in my apartment. I have a load of dishes to do but nothing out of the ordinary, just part of daily living. My friend didn't come to church yesterday so I looked up his LinkedIn profile for any clues this morning. I definitely didn't want him to stay working in Salt Lake City or drop out of school. He hasn't so I'm wondering why I haven't seen him yet but again it's a holiday today so he could've decided to use today to move OR maybe he left our ward.

I just know I miss him BUT I don't like feeling that because he doesn't care about me. I don't really believe that BUT he could be completely in love with me BUT if he doesn't do anything it doesn't matter and he might as well not. I'm REALLY glad he's still in school.

It is raining a bunch. Not cool for all the BBQ people today. If I was in Salt Lake I'd be at Noe's BBQ I'm sure she's having OR George's house in Provo that doesn't seem that far from Salt Lake anymore now that I live in Logan. It's raining in September which makes me think yes, summer is really over. I'm watching HGTV now. I can't wait to get my couch. It should be here NOW!!! Alright payday is Wednesday and that is my 2-week mark so I have a couple days before I get excited about it and wonder where it is.

I've visited EVERY elementary school/JR high school and high school when I created the CVLA. I'm so happy with its success. It is exactly what I wanted it to be. When I start working in Real Estate I'm going to get to know this area very well. I'm alright with that BUT I still don't love this place and I am fine to move asap. Payday is Friday the 5th. I'm paying my rent tomorrow. I have to register for my real estate class on the 5th. I also need to pay my bills. I really want my real estate thing to go well to allow me to pay off a lot of my bills AND buy my mercedes SUV before I move from Logan.

Kahuku flew up here to play East High School. East killed my team but the Kahuku fans and support were incredible. I'm glad I graduated from there. I've never felt like I really belonged anywhere really. I am glad I'm a red raider for life RR4L BUUUT I didn't need to or really want to see the game. Also PCC is having their 50th reunion now. I loved working there. It doesn't hold the same place in my heart it does for my mom though. She was in the very first show at PCC. She maintains her friendships she made there too. She really wanted to be there and I wish I could've taken her there but I don't really need to be there myself.

I've had a lot of close friends but I don't need any more now. I just want my husband and then I'm good. The friends I already have are good for me.

Ether 8

8 Now the daughter of Jared being exceedingly expert, and seeing the sorrows of her father, thought to devise a plan whereby she could redeem the kingdom unto her father.
 9 Now the daughter of Jared was exceedingly fair. 

10 And now, therefore, let my father send for Akish, the son of Kimnor; and behold, I am fair, and I will dance before him, and I will please him, that he will desire me to wife; wherefore if he shall desire of thee that ye shall give unto him me to wife, then shall ye say: I will give her if ye will bring unto me the ahead of my father, the king.
The daughter of Jared is described as being exceedingly expert and exceedingly fair. She also knows she is pretty when she devises her plan and shares it with her father telling him if she dances in front of his friend he will want to marry her. She is aware of the power she has. She is able to convince her dad to ask his friend to kill his father, her grandfather. I remember reading this before. I hate these chapters of Ether because it discusses so much strife among a family. They should love each other and support their family even if they might disagree with them. It bothers me that these are not just different groups of people fighting, these are family members. 

I went to Walmart to get saline solution for my contacts and lime carbonated water. I love that stuff. I checked the voicemail on my phone. It was my new home-teacher Richard Chang. He is the attractive guy with kids. Jeff is still my home teacher. Josh is in a new ward now because the family ward he lives in gave him a calling as ward clerk. 

Richard is from Manoa Valley. Of course he is. He is part Chinese and attractive, he must be originally from Hawaii. He's also the one with kids, very NOT attractive. I guess I'll get to know him this way at least. I was hoping my message was my couch. I am just excited to have it here at my home. 

I am so excited conference is just a month away. I'm ready for new talks. Right on time!!!

Being Accepted of the Lord - Elder Erich W. Kopischke  

The feeling of being accepted by someone we love is a basic human need. 
  1. 1. 
    Know that our hearts are honest and broken,
  2. 2. 
    Know that our spirits are contrite, and
  3. 3. 
    Be willing to observe our covenants by sacrifice, as commanded by the Lord.




 

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