Urban Poly Princess

I just had a huge blow-up with my mother. I told her she is wrong for counseling people if they have dreams and for giving them her wisdom because she has absolutely no authority to do that. She said it is her spiritual gift and she doesn't need authority to do that or priesthood. She also started quoting scriptures at me. I told her she is wrong and taking it too far. She slapped me in the face and my nose started bleeding. Ironic that I just wrote about violence and here she is committing it. I don't know how she got so off.

INSTEAD of addressing the issue she turned to my faults, how I misspend my money and don't have a job sooo I need to repent and acknowledge her wisdom apparently or I just won't get a job. She is from hell when she acts like this. I told her she is evil and from Satan. She told me I am breaking a covenant and she knows that because she had a dream that told her that.

Last night there was a table with a black table-cloth, 2 folding chairs and brochures with the utah symphony's schedule. No one was sitting there so I did. There were 3 guys from my ward sitting right in front of me. Teancum, Mike and Bradley. They were all sweet and shared their chips and chicken with me. I just sat there and if anyone told me I had to get off I would've but no one did so I enjoyed the entire concert from my seat provided by the orchestra. I'm surprised no one else showed up. Some guy did come and get his table-cloth and brochures but he said the table and chairs weren't his. They belonged to someone I am grateful for providing that for me.

Mira came and talked to us for a minute. She said people from our ward were seated around the park. I saw a bunch in the center but why would I leave my chair and table and sit on the ground? No thank you. I miss all the times I used to get to listen to the orchestra when I ushered. It just got to be old. We had to sign up for 3 events a month which isn't bad at all. I just got sick of doing it although seeing all the different events never got old. I am very critical of live productions now however.

I need to apply for the Marmalade positions since they are posted now.