Urban Poly Princess

Sugarhouse Park makes me miss my cousin Mele so much. We had so many BBQs there. That park has so many memories for me. I remember when I lived in Sugarhouse and attended the U and Liberty 3rd ward. I loved that ward. I was in that ward when I lost my dad. I miss him so much.

I am veeery happy I saw annoying. I'm glad he came and I'm glad I could talk to him like a normal person. I didn't see Steve or Heidi. I hope he took her out somewhere and that he actually builds a relationship with her. Annoying was the second person who asked me about work. AND it was the second time I almost started crying there at the park. I don't know why I am having such a problem finding work that I can love and grow at. I didn't fast about it Sunday. Actually I didn't fast at all.

I saw Janella from Logan there too. She came over and gave me a big hug. I also saw Lark and Renee also from Logan but they were in the distance and neither they nor I was going to go over to greet the other. Rich's brother James came over and said hi. He told me my face looked puffy like I was experiencing an allergic reaction. I looked in the mirror but there was nothing wrong so I told him I'm overweight and it manifests itself by puffiness.

Janella works at the South Jordan temple. I told her I love that temple then James said we should go there together. I had no problem saying NO we shouldn't and NO we're not going to do that. I walked away and sat by myself and ate one of my sandwiches. I wasn't trying to be standoffish but I don't think I really wanted to talk to anyone. I need to resolve my job situation first.

I can just see myself talking to some hottie - alright NO there were no hotties there. There was some bald European looking guy who dresses well that I noticed. If I was in the right frame of mind I would've met him and found out his name. I even ask people what they do when I meet them. I certainly didn't want to start crying with someone I just met.

It was really hard not to cry when I was talking to annoying about being unemployed. I was sooo glad I didn't start crying. It was hard enough just to talk to him again. I would've died if I started crying.

I needed to see annoying, I had to talk to him but once I was done with that I was ready to go home. As I was leaving I saw Angie who I used to work with at the Herriman library. I had so much fun with her. She looks incredible. She lost a bunch of weight and she just got back from a vacation in Europe. She made me miss the County Library System. I loved working there. I learned so much and I had so much fun there.

Angie is in the Alpine ward. Annoying is still in school and will be there for the rest of the year. He told me he moved with Tom from Logan ward yeah I remember Tom from choir and I remember hearing them discuss his move to Layton.

My latest email from the County said I was being considered for a youth services librarian position. JUST hire me already!!! I just might end up in commercial real estate.