Urban Poly Princess

My friend from Logan got married. I told her I'd see if I could make her wedding. She told me she was just having lunch and not to worry about it. Alright; she did have a dinner? there with Renee, Nikki, Jonni and Eugene. I'm glad she is happily married now. It is weird to me who she had dinner with. They are all including Julie Annoying fans. I don't trust any of them except Jonni and she is the biggest annoying fan out of the group.

They are always acting sketchy with me because they can all tell annoying likes me too. Weird. Why wouldn't they want him to be happy?

If that is the type of person he wants - ok now I'm being a catty insecure B. I just wanted to feel better about annoying if I ever encounter him. Why the hell am I tripping? I think we are so good together. It is what I want. I hope and pray he will do what it takes. I know he wants this too but he needs to do something or nothing will happen and I might force myself to marry someone boring who has a testimony and loves his father in heaven. That is wrong. My eternal happiness is not dependent on any single person. We all have free agency. If annoying doesn't choose me father in heaven will bless me with someone I can fall for who is strong in all areas like Steve. I know other men exist who are just as amazing that I just haven't met yet. June is annoying month but for my sanity July is get a boyfriend month.